Woke up just now and was having a dream that I thought was so real 😩😩😩😩😩😩😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢, I was so close to…

Woke up just now and was having a dream that I thought was so real 😩😩😩😩😩😩😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢, I was so close to feeling kicks and everything..... But it wasn't real and I want it to be real. I was also eight Months pregnant too. I hope my next pregnancy if I get pregnant makes it that far..... If not full term. Now all I wanna do is curl up and cry. I just want to be a mom, ugh pcos and infertility sucks!