Huge vent coming. WARNING!!!!! ⚠

Huge vent coming. WARNING!!!!! ⚠️

I think my fiancé forgot his daughter is going to be here in less than 9 days. Or he thinks I am fucken stupid. I have No idea how to fucken deal with his addiction anymore. Mr "I'm running to Caseys my ass". Looked through his phone and he blew up one of his dealers numbers. Who knows if he bought anything. But he fucken ran off for over 30-35mins last night as it only takes 4mins to get to Caseys(where he must forget I fucken work!!!!!) and top a few minutes in there with 4-5mins back. Ummm not 30-35mins.

I understand it's hard but he is not trying hard enough! He is already on the top of the list for drug people with the damn cops. Guess he will enjoy not seeing his daughters birth bc I have already said to him if I find out he has ANYTHING with him or he is on anything while driving. I will be calling the cops. Call me crazy but I won't have other people's life's in danger bc his actions.

I can't even stress enough. He wants to get fucken married and all this other crap. But he can't even try hard enough to get rid of the people who is making this relationship difficult. Just ughhhh. Seriously at FML right now.

He doesn't get how easy and fast DHS will come in and take this kid if he is messed up or anyone finds out anything. (I was in the system for years!) but jokes on him. No one will be taking this kid away. Especially from me. Bc I will leave. And he won't see his daughter until I know he is out of that drug life! 100% and can control his cravings.

Vent done.