I think I might be pregnant and I'm freaking out 😟😟😟😟 #myfirstpost

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Guys I feel like so sad... I'm trying to breastfeed and today is my first day home with the baby and she's not latching on for nothing and when I squeeze my boobs nothing is coming out not even colostrum 😟😟😟 Idk what to do. Feel like crying.
i lost my baby 😟😢😢😢😇