Oh my gawd like fuck this stupid shit! I'm always the bad guy and I fucking tired of it! I'm nice at first but he always wants to put it on me calling me a fucking child because I didn't want to be late to my obgyn appointment. And he just kept taking his stupid time. So I'm still fucking late and I'm still the fucking angry bitter stupid child 😠😬😡😬😡 I can't fucking take it! I don't want to lose him but gawd fucking damn I'm sick and tired of this always happening 😢😣😭😡 like I want to hurt myself to relieve my anger and stress he puts on me😦 and I don't want to but damn!