I really hate days like this I couldn't sleep and my mind wonders to places and moments I font want to remember. All I can think about is his nasty ass breathing in my ear. All I can think of is repeating to my self in my head "I'm going to loose my virginity to this pig" I can't move because my mind and body are pearlized the only thing that can move are my eyes wondering around the room not knowing what to do. I want to run out of that room but my body is stuck. I want to scream for help but the words don't come out. I ask BUT why me? Just why? Once again I hate days like this...