I really hate days like this I couldn't sleep and my mind wonders to places and moments I font want to remember. All I can think about is his nasty ass breathing in my ear. All I can think of is repeating to my self in my head "I'm going to loose my virginity to this pig" I can't move because my mind and body are pearlized the only thing that can move are my eyes wondering around the room not knowing what to do. I want to run out of that room but my body is stuck. I want to scream for help but the words don't come out. I ask BUT why me? Just why? Once again I hate days like this...
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Thank you I really appreciate it. I will most definitely be msging you because we have more in common than I thought @momo.marie
@momo.marie I thought I was the only one. My mom also chose him over me. And he's my biological father so it's even harder
@family_first01, mono.marie so sorry you ladies have to continue to go thru that ☹️ don't let it steal your joy or define you.
I know the feeling, I hate nights like this!! I do my best to just shut it out but then nights like this happen and I end up not sleeping and sick to my stomach. I always wished I would of done things differently instead of being so scared. And now I have to look at my mom and know she chose him over me....then I end up disgusted and hateful.
Thank you so much I appreciate it. I'm not this thought is always on my mind I can't understand why these things happen @noahs.mommy
Are you okay mama? My inbox is always open if you want to talk @family_first01
@family_first01 agreed, that we do.