Ladies to be honest I'm sad but I'm not mad. Not anymore. Just letting go because I don't have it in…

Ladies to be honest I'm sad but I'm not mad. Not anymore. Just letting go because I don't have it in me no more but I still love him no matter what. I know things gonna be ok just have to calm down and let God work it out. Thanks to those that helped me through my pain. Baby girl is ok but this pregnancy suck ass I'll tell you that. No lie. I'm looking forward to holding her hopefully at 40 weeks and getting my tube tied. Now I just want to indulge in sweets and pizza. At least I will get my bag of ice soon. I need ice in my life to munch on....