I love the fact that when I'm in school so focused I don't think about how much time I'm spending…

I love the fact that when I'm in school so focused I don't think about how much time I'm spending away from my baby girl. But as soon as I get home it hit me and I almost started crying😢 ...... ugh how do I get use to this when I only worked overnight it's easier because I know she is sleeping while I'm at work.