RANT: okay so I live at home with my mom my dad my brother his boyfriend my fiancé and our daughter, mind you the house…

RANT:

okay so I live at home with my mom my dad my brother his boyfriend my fiancé and our daughter, mind you the house isn't that big at all, im talking 3 beds 1 bath. That's it so as you can imagine there isn't much room. Well fighting in my house is a semi usual occurrence not all the time but more often than it should be. I try to shelter my daughter from it as much as possible since that's all I knew growing up. Well today I was upstairs cleaning mine and my fiancée room and apparently my mom and my brother got into it. My brother is a boat mechanic and he was going to work on a friends boat outside in the driveway. Well my mom told him he was going to wake the baby up then he proceeded to say how he's tired of living his life around the baby etc. so I went out back and asked him to hold off a bit until I got her up for her bath. He agreed but then started venting to me calling my mom a fat lazy piece of shit etc. to be honest I don't want to live here anymore it's not healthy for me or my daughter. But I literally have no where else to go except for my fiancée parents house which is an hour away, he would be wayyyy too far from work and I start school in the fall which is near my house. I'm getting so much fucking anxiety from it all that my stomach is in knots and I'm at a total loss. Sorry for the long post.