Well nausea is back due to my anxiety brought on by my ex :( I don't like to talk about him much because he is the…

Well nausea is back due to my anxiety brought on by my ex :( I don't like to talk about him much because he is the reason I have anxiety :( and it makes me so frustrated that he can still do this to me 😭 he treats me like crap even though I am the mother of his child. He works in law enforcement and always tries to make me look bad (FYI he can't, I don't do anything wrong). He will never give me the respect I deserve as the mother of his son. He wants to be seen as the great amazing parent but that's actually me. A few months ago my son was under the impression that his step mom was his mother. Yeah! I fixed that immediately and he now knows I am his only mother. That is how sick and twisted his father is. I would never make my son believe any man I was with was his father mostly out of respect for my son! I hate talking about my ex because he honestly doesn't deserve it. He's a horrible person but when he insists on making me feel like crap, it takes a while to pull myself back up. Sorry for the vent but I can not stand that man.