Well just shaved everything one last time. I am proud to say that I am 40 weeks and 3 days and still…

Well just shaved everything one last time. I am proud to say that I am 40 weeks and 3 days and still can put on tennis shoes get up out the floor and shave my legs and keep down there trimmed for now. Ready for all this swelling to go down. But heard from my ex today after I had a dream about him. Met him only when I was in high school. And he was in jail at the time. He wasn't afraid to hurt my feeling and tell me the truth. He was the one that kept me sain during my relationship with my baby's father when things started going down hill. And he is the one talking me through everything now with me being nervous about tomorrow. Glad to see he is doing better. He was clean when I last seen him he started to relapse and he put his self in rehab for a year. And still goes to church every sinday. At least he is trying. But even till this day even tho we are friends he still don't mind hurting my feelings he is really the only one that will break the truth to me no matter how it will effect my feelings.