I feel left out of the fun not having my own body....lol can't eat what I want, can't sleep…

I feel left out of the fun not having my own body....lol can't eat what I want, can't sleep peacefully, can't feel like I'm normal. Feeling the affects of being pregnant n not wanting to right now. Hubby get to eat what he wants, sleeps like a baby, get to outside n socialize while here with kids n no friends to kick it with every now n then it sucks right now feeling jealous right about now