Still so surreal knowing my twin brother is really gone from this earth. It's a hard pill to swallow…

Still so surreal knowing my twin brother is really gone from this earth. It's a hard pill to swallow coming to terms with that. I still cry all the time. I miss him every second of every day! I shouldn't have to go through this life without my twin! I always said at least with growing older I have someone to grow old with! I thank god for my child. I think God knew we would need this precious little boy to help us get through this tragedy. He is my saving grace 💛👼🏻