Ima just let it all out here, I can't post on facebook:( I have never felt so ugly in my life and fat. I get call fat and ugly by so many people I started believing it I become to the point were I just wanna get plastic surgery. All my cousins and so call friends are pretty. I wanna stop eating to just be skinny. My husband says I'm dumb for wanting to be skinny for other people. He loves my just how I am but in my mind I'm not happy!!!!!