Sitting here contemplating and thinking I'm stuck between going home and staying there and staying…

Sitting here contemplating and thinking I'm stuck between going home and staying there and staying how my life is now it's up to me to be in control and it seems I've forgotten that. Last night I prayed for god to put me on my career path and I woke up this morning thinking ok mama you got this I slept on it I wanna become a lawyer helping to families tied up with cps that were falsely accused or single moms in fear that their felony baby daddies will try to take their kid. Those are the people I wanna help. Thank you god for guiding me ❤️