Today was not my day my 15 month old got her shots. So she was extra cranky today but still getting into everything! I got into the bathroom a fucking roach falls on my head I screamed like all hell. The roach had went into the tub so I sprayed it. So obviously I had to clean the tub and my 3 month old was screaming because I wasn't holding her my 15 month old was trying to grab everything while I was trying to clean so I let out a big scream and started crying and my 3 month old jumped and hit her head on the wall and has a red mark. So I started crying because of that and as I was crying she let out a big smile. I love her so much and she's always smiling she keeps me somewhat sane when my 15 month old is driving me crazy. My anxiety was through the rough today.