I'm being induced tomorrow night and honestly I'm so scared to go through childbirth again. I'm so worried something might go wrong... 😔 why can't I be positive? What if something were to happen to me? I can't stop thinking about my first born Joel and I worry about him being away from me for days too. I hate this. I'm saying some hardcore prayers tonight about my fears and anxiety. They always get the best of me.
@emijayden_7, and I'm sorry I do feel a little uncomfortable answering that @morganmommy79, I'm sure your intentions mean well but that's just too public for my comfort level. I'm sure you understand. No hurt feelings I hope.