mixed emotions today only because tomorrow is my 31st b-day I don't know to be excited, afraid or sad. I'm excited to be blessed to be gifted another year thank you Jesus. Afraid because time keeps flying bye too fast I mean 31, 31 already omg. And sad to think that 31 is not old but old enough to feel old. I don't even like celebrating my birthday for me anymore being that it's on a family holiday I can't help but try to do activitys for the kiddos more, then me. Mommy time mommy drink out the door another came and going at the same time.