So it's been a year i lost my son. I was panicking because I haven't felt the baby kicking yet. I…
So it's been a year i lost my son. I was panicking because I haven't felt the baby kicking yet. I was terrified I had lost it. I never felt any cramping or anything (I lost his twin brother while pregnant so I'm aware of what that feels like and i didn't feel anything) so my anxiety got real bad and I finally feel little kicks thankfully. Less then 2 weeks we find out the gender. I can't wait. But I'm also pretty concerned because my last appointment I lost weight and I don't feel like I have a bump or gaining anything. I can still wear my jeans and everything. I just want to look pregnant.
Rainn Matherlyy ·
😢😢😢 I'm sorry that made me cry.
Kelly Veach·
Мама двоих (1 год, 1 год), ждёт третьего
@babycakes20 I have been fighting back tears all day but I am thankful I have my husband through it all. I love both my boys and miss them more the words but I know they are both watching after their brother or sister. Just thankful I got a small tattoo for them before having another baby. It has helped me through the grieving process a lot.
Kelly Veach·
Мама двоих (1 год, 1 год), ждёт третьего
Rainn Matherlyy ·
Your stronger than me. I couldn't do it. I have so much respect for women like you.
Kelly Veach·
Мама двоих (1 год, 1 год), ждёт третьего
@babycakes20 not an easy journey trust me. It took me a very long time for me to even get my anxiety under control but like I said I am lucky to have my husband. God only knows what I would have done if he wasn't there. Considering I've battled with depression and anxiety disorder not to mention some panic attacks I've had since I lost my son. It's crazy because exactly 4 years ago on face book I posted "Strength isn't about how much you can handle before you break, it's about how much you can handle after you break.." I knew what it meant and I felt at the time it was accurate but now i realize I was never actually broken till I had lost both my boys. The pain that I felt then and still now but it's not as fresh. That's what broken really is. But i am thankful for all the great memories I had with my son. I have experience what love really was the day my son was born and for that I am extremely thankful.
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You are so strong. Im so sorry for your loss. This made me cry so much. Dont stress and Take care of yourself 🤗
Kelly Veach·
Мама двоих (1 год, 1 год), ждёт третьего
@mama_kat89 thank you mama. This is my deepest wound and a scar that will never heal completely but now i know nothing else and no one else can break me because I have survived something that would kill most. As much as I don't feel strong I know that I will be okay. Thank you both so much @babycakes20
Shalyn Carden·
Aww man. I couldn't even begin to imagine.. You're very strong mama and I'll continue to pray for your strength
Bree ·
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Stay strong momma!! I would say sorry for your loss, but it's not a loss. That baby will always be around in spirit and in your heart. Sending my blessings to you! You're a strong woman and I appreciate you 🙏🏽