This pregnancy was very unexpected, I thought I was done making babies. Don't get me wrong, we will…

This pregnancy was very unexpected, I thought I was done making babies. Don't get me wrong, we will be good and I will love this baby just as much as my other kids. But everyday I remember all the little things my babies and I had to go through 😐 like destroying my body and labor... omg!!! I bawled thinking about that. Then today watching a video of a calming baby hold, the baby just had shots. SHOTS!!! I have to empathize with my sobbing baby every time he/she has to get shots! lol I cried about that too. Usually I'm excited, this time I'm the one crying lol.