@luqualla all you can do babe is know they are with you and their siblings. That's all that comforts me. Is knowing my boys are with me and my husband and are watching over their baby brother or sister.

@babyveach I know it's still hurts me they will never be replaced by any other kid that I have and I know that they are no longer in pain.

You never heal. It took me about a year to be able to smile at pictures or my son with out crying. I smile because how perfect he was but no matter how much time goes by I will always miss him more then anything.