Just was thinking today....I would be 7 months this Saturday n the reality sat in alittle I would…

Just was thinking today....I would be 7 months this Saturday n the reality sat in alittle I would have about 2 more months to go...OMG I realized I'm sitting here rushing things n I'm not sure I'm able to juggle 4 kids n house n hubby n everything else.....I think I should relax. All these what ifs going thru my head about delivery n after the baby born. Considering the baby's condition..do I need to give special attention to his physical needs, do he special services. I just not ready to handle all the what ifs after I deliver. Do I have to have C section, is I'm going to be able to hold him after delivery, is I'm going to be able to bond with him like I did my other kids? Just so many what ifs. So I think I'm going to try to relax n enjoy my pregnancy n not rush it.