**MY CURRENT STORY OF DANGERS of ADDICTION.. HAD TO VENT.. Before we had this tubal reversal surgery…
**MY CURRENT STORY OF DANGERS of ADDICTION.. HAD TO VENT.. Before we had this tubal reversal surgery and we'd become a success story on our first attempt at TTC me and my husband were beer drinking fools.. we'd go thru a couple 30 packs on the weekend alone, when we were finally able to TTC 8 weeks after the surgery we were successful.. and mind blown. We didn't think it would happen on the first attempt let alone the first year of TTC. Of course I don't drink since becoming pregnant, but I must say I didn't know how absorbed in the alcohol I had become until I had to struggle battling the addiction and alone.. he swore up and down if it worked he's QUIT.. it never happened.. so as I sit here babysitting him on the weekends I kick myself in the ass for not taking a stand as soon as we knew we were pregnant and forcing him to quit like I had to.. addiction is hard, and not having any support from your main supporter is harder when they drink around you.. I finally can't stand the smell and as I watch him act like a retard I know that that's a part of me I don't want back in my life.. he swears up and down when she's here he'll quit.. and I know him all too well, so I'm not taking it to heart.. what's harder is that this entire pregnancy he's put himself and alcohol before us.. and I'm going thru it sober feeling all of it.. he will never know what pain he has inflicted on me at the time of my life I needed him most. This baby has undoubtedly been the most important thing to have ever happened to him.. and knowing this , THIS SHOWS how incredibly bad and hard addiction truly can be and how it can RIP families apart..
Bitchy Trophy Wife 🏆👰🏼·
Мама двоих (7 лет, 9 лет)
You had a tubal reversal?
Blessed beyond·
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Yes ma'am
Blessed beyond·
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@red.
Darenda·
Мама четверых детей
As a mom who is battling addiction, it's been a nightmare. I hate myself for everything i done. I only have custody of my youngest son right now. And he has brought so much joy to me. My other 3 kids were removed from my care because of my "past drug use" and because i wasnt finished with my rehab program. So even though i was getting help, it didnt matter. My oldest 2 are with my mother and my 1 year old is with my MIL. So i can see my kids anytime pretty much....but its not the same. It has destroyed my family. And my husband stood by me and was there for me, and if he wouldn't have been, i wouldnt be with him today. I pray for you. I know it's hard.
Blessed beyond·
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Amen hun.. keep pushing.. ive battled ALOT of addictions , worse being several years ago, was facing 22 - life.. i overcame it and never looked back.. by the Grace of God was offered programs and intensive rehabs in exchange for prison.. it was 6 years of programs that i successfully finished in in 7 .. ive been drug free for 13 all together now.. the alcohol i didnt know to be a problem until i had to stop COLD .. thats when i realized .. well damn. I didnt know it was something i felt i had to have.. since all this, I now know that if he doesn't get sober when she's born this too will rip our new family apart, because I won't let her be around it period.. he's not horrible, he gets "drunk ' once a week but drinks daily.. but I know what it escalates to especially if you're an enabler.. if u ever wanna talk @randaroo feel free to message me on here
Bitchy Trophy Wife 🏆👰🏼·
Мама двоих (7 лет, 9 лет)
@mrs.collins, omg please tell me everything about it. Like how you found a dr. The recovery and all. I'm looking into getting one done.
Blessed beyond·
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I did over a year of research and found the BEST in the nation.. his name is Dr. Natchez Morice in jeanerette Louisiana, we had tobyravel down to him.. it cost $5450 cash.. they require $1000 scheduling fee you can pay by debit over the phone, that comes out of the $5450.. the rest is due at pre op the day before.. he requires all medical records u have to send before hand to see if you are a good candidate for the operation, like how much tube was cut during your tubal.. if u aren't a good candidate he will not operate.. (That's why he's so successful because he only does promising surgeries) I was on bed rest from work for two weeks.. and pelvic rest for 8 weeks.. not gonna lie, I've had two cesarean sections and this by far was the most painful surgery I've ever had.. I can look him up by name on Google @red.
Bitchy Trophy Wife 🏆👰🏼·
Мама двоих (7 лет, 9 лет)
@mrs.collins, I found one in Louisville Kentucky he's more expensive though. We really want another child. Thank you for the information.
Blessed beyond·
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Not a problem.. I'd recommend the one I used to anyone.. he's number 1 In the nation for this particular type of surgery 🙂 good luck to you guys! @red.
Bitchy Trophy Wife 🏆👰🏼·
Мама двоих (7 лет, 9 лет)
@mrs.collins, I probably will. It's a ten hour drive from us to him but it'll be so worth it.
Blessed beyond·
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Absolutely 😘