My 4lb 10 oz baby is going to turn 1 tomorrow!! I'm trying to keep it together but I keep crying. I dont know why! Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones. We stayed 5 weeks in the NICU and were fortunate to be able to stay in the Ronald Mcdonald House. I never really had a chance to cry during the time he was born 8 weeks early. So maybe that's why I'm falling apart because I feel like we finally made it, to the one year mark. I'm not sure. Lol. Is this normal to cry for a birthday?