I know I'm barely in the second trimester, but I'm already cringing at the pain of giving birth.…

I know I'm barely in the second trimester, but I'm already cringing at the pain of giving birth. I've done this before, and I remember it all vividly. The actually pushing wasn't bad. The labor and the epidural, ugh. Brutal. With my oldest, the guy who did my epi was sssoook mean to me and very rude. I was just in so much pain and crying so hard I couldn't actually get myself to say anything. It hurt to even inhale while crying. (Cause ya know, when you're crying like a baby you do that quick inhale like a gasp.)