Wow after working 12 Hours yesterday can come and started to clean my husband look at me and said…

Wow after working 12 Hours yesterday can come and started to clean my husband look at me and said who are you and what the hell did you do with my wife and my mom was like your taking my job away from me. Then i go in to my husband and my bedroom and made up the bed. With our new beding and then i was doing the dishes my husband told me to stop and rest but I did not then got babies in bed and went back to cleaning. Because i am just trying to keep not thinking about pregnancy. I hate that this is like this but I really going to make my body start thinking that I am not going to get pregnant its hurts me more then anything and i did not get in bed until 4 this morning and up at 6:45 for work and i think im going to keep doing this because of this shit i am so tired and everything but not giving up i hope soon it will happen i feel like i am going crazy over this and all but I can stop myself from doing this way and maybe just maybe i can keep my mind off of it