I want Lily to come out already. I want to start grinding to provide. I want to be there for my…

I want Lily to come out already. I want to start grinding to provide. I want to be there for my little ones but shit. I got no energy ATM 😒 and I'm just chillen before she comes. It's tiring yes, and sometimes boring but I have goals I want to aspire. I want to get better. I want it done and I want to do it !! Mommy is a angel. If she didn't help me, I'd be stuck. I'm very grateful for her and my children. I'll still be praying for my marriage. I just won't be so into what he's doing. I'll finally focus on what I can do. How I'm going to achieve it. Yes every woman needs a king but the right king. And even if it is him, and he hasn't fully grasped what is in his power, then there's nothing I can do but again PRAY!