Today was a special day. 5 years of being together with husband when we first started dating. He knows this. And I'm…

Today was a special day. 5 years of being together with husband when we first started dating. He knows this. And I'm really starting to get through my head, he doesn't want to be with me. Kinda sucks tho cause if he doesn't say anything to me today, about us, then I know I'm okay with my children. It still hurts. I know y'all would say think about the little ones and how you deserve better. But it was me and him for so long and it just breaks my heart. 💔 down the road, maybe things will get better. Or maybe not. I'm not gonna force anything but I know my little ones deserve mommy happy all the time even when shit gets rough. To smile thru heartbreak is easier said than done 😔