As Thrusday is quickly approaching I am beyond blessed 🙏🙏🙏🙏 that God 🙏 gave me the opportunity to…

As Thrusday is quickly approaching I am beyond blessed 🙏🙏🙏🙏 that God 🙏 gave me the opportunity to carry our Rainbow 🌈 miracle 💕 and it's in God's 🙏 hands if we are able to carry our Rainbow 🌈 miracle 💕. Please absolutely no comments saying "My family or my friends had this many c-sections you will be fine " Last year My incision opened up inside causing serious problems for me . After I had our third son 💙 I was experiencing extreme pain😢😢😢😢. Pain medicine 💊 wasn't controlling the pain . Heating pad didn't do nothing applying ice packs didn't do nothing. I couldn't walk 👣👣 or stand up without being in pain 😢😢😢. I couldn't eat or drink either, my husband 💏 called the ambulance 🚑 they rushed me to the hospital 🏥. I was in so much pain 😢😢😢 , I thought 💭 I was going die. I was so scared 😢😢😢, my pain was beyond a 10 I was a 20 in severe pain😢😢😢😢. My doctor who performed my fourth c-section ordered a ultrasound . The ultrasound determined my incision opened up inside. At first my doctor said it will close up on its own. So he give me a Percocet to ease the pain. But after 2 hours I was still in severe pain. So my doctor ordered for me to be prepped to go back into the operating room. I was beyond scared my heart rate dropped and my oxygen level was dropping too. I Flatline twice on the operating table my doctor thought they lost me. But after a few seconds I came back. He was worried I was have brain damage or be in a vegetable State of mind . I came through smiling 😁 and my pain level was 4 . I was prescribed Percocet 💊 for pain and a antibiotic💊 for infection . My doctor told me how I Flatline twice and how I am lucky to be here. I smiled 😁 at him and said "I am not Lucky I am blessed 🙏🙏🙏🙏" so please don't say oh "My friend or family had this many c-sections you will be fine "' Because having a c-section is major abdominal surgery the more c-sections you have the greater your chance is for infections your incision opening back up or you causing you to possibly die. I can't deliver naturally the way I was cut it's impossible for me to deliver naturally. I have been blessed 🙏🙏🙏🙏 to have survived two emergency c-sections 🗡🗡 and 2 planned c-sections 🗡🗡 . I pray God 🙏 blesses me with the opportunity to survive my final and last c-section 🗡. Thrusday will let us if this will be possible or not . Praying 🙏🙏🙏🙏 we get Great News 🤗🤗 but preparing for the unthinkable . It's in God's 🙏 hands ladies not ours . I am beyond blessed to be a Mother to four beautiful children 💕