I hate thinking about right now. Not knowing what my husband wants from us. Me mainly watching my…

I hate thinking about right now. Not knowing what my husband wants from us. Me mainly watching my son and then probably soon Lily. I want to work on us but I want him to want it too. I know I can't force him, it just sucks that he has to think about this after x amount of time we have over the years. 😞😔