Don't know how to feel right now I am moved away from my family and friends about four years ago…

Don't know how to feel right now I am moved away from my family and friends about four years ago I've been with my fiancé and had kids for four years now five years I'm in an area where a lot of my family and friends come to party and have fun I see them post videos and pictures and stuff that say that they're in town when I hit them up they don't respond or never want to see me I DK what I did so wrong to my family but to go out and have my own family SMH and makes me upset I'm like sad right now