Today was the absolute worst. Seriously. It's customer appreciation day at work, which meant we were…

Today was the absolute worst. Seriously. It's customer appreciation day at work, which meant we were SLAMMED. Two people got fired last week, so we had all these appointments made for people but not enough staff to take them. I also haven't completed my training yet, so I still need to be walked through some things.

So I'm needing help with things, and my manager just keeps leaving. Everyone else has customers, so I'm just stuck standing there like an idiot. I just gave someone else my sale and left the floor and ended up crying. I finally collect myself and go back out to the floor, and I get chewed out for something that isn't my fault, so I just start crying again. Then I have a panic attack, which means more crying. Then my co-worker got mad bc I had just finished ugly crying and I said I would prefer to not go run errands, and she made a snappy remark, so I just went on my break and sat outside crying for another hour.

Fucking awful. Not to mention one of my kidneys has been killing me for the past two days, but I don't have anyone to watch the baby for me so I can go to the ER.

Also, whoever has the highest customer satisfaction score (based on surveys) gets $20 every time the district manager comes into the store. That would be me. But he's come in two days in a row and hasn't given me my money, so I guess I'm just not a part of that deal.

I was also supposed to pick up my birth control today, but I didn't get to leave work until after 6, and the pharmacy closes at 6. So I'll have to wait until Monday, so I'll be two days late.

I want to go hide under a rock. Seriously. Good God.