I don't care what time he wakes me up to eat or just to play and sometimes I don't even know where the energy comes from but I'm grateful for
Him...I just feel so blessed and sometimez even undeserving ....He's just so freaking amazing ...My love for him goes beyond this universe #MotherHoodiZEverything
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Honestly still just so tired of being a mom but if i did adoption if never see him i wish someone else could care for him but i still see him often or even if i got a ray off every week to live. I just dont wana be his primary caregiver :(
Totally irrational so please no judgement... baby daddy is over for visitation and he took Karoline's picture and it infuriated me. I don't want him having pictures of my daughter. He just posts them on social media and claims how we keep him from Karoline and what a great dad he is even though he doesn't do shit. How do I get over this mamas? I'm really struggling with it lately. I just don't want him to have any part, seeing him with my daughter disgusts me .
Will your Mom be in the delivery room? My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.
This is so frustrating! I don't understand gestational diabetes. My blood sugar is so messed up I don't even know what to do! I can't take it! Between him and this and EVERYTHING in between! Fuck all this! I'm just so... so! Ugh!!!!
