there is a lot of videos of kids drowning and almost dying on facebook and they make me cry and have…

there is a lot of videos of kids drowning and almost dying on facebook and they make me cry and have nightmare all the time and i realized the affect me a lot more than i thought. so when i get my son ready for his bath i keep him in the bathroom with me (otherwise he sneaks in the kitchen and i dont want him alone in there) today he was using a low shelf to stand up but this thing is not strong and baby's weight is enough to make it fall. so i took off his diaper and put him in the completly DRY bathtub so he doesnt hurt himself and i go get his towel and an other thing i forgot (because i always forget something).. while im out he became totally silent and i got so scared and i ran to the bathroom ready to save him.. he looked at me with the brightest smile standing up trying to grab the soap bar and i felt soooooooo freaking dumb for being so scared like he gonna drown in a dry tub .. i only had in mind he was in the tub and forgot the dry part..

and this is how you know you are going to be an over protective mom😐