Rant!

I'm a full time mom with 2 kids and a full time job. Recently my schedule changed at work where I have to wrk Saturday's and it's hard to find a sitter. My kids are crazy and always screaming and believe it or not fighting so much lately! On top of that my bf always complains why are you so tired I'm like wtf I clean, take care of the kids, and deal with my job what do you expect! I feel like I do so much and it's never appreciated or enough! Plus I breast feed my daughter and I try not to get so stressed out or miss meals bc I don't want my supply to drop. I honestly don't know what do anymore 😔