I need a fucking job! I love my kids but I can't fucking stand being at home anymore! Every time I…

I need a fucking job! I love my kids but I can't fucking stand being at home anymore! Every time I go out somewhere I have a lot of social anxiety on top of my regular anxiety now. I've seriously been inside the house 24-7 for over a year in a half. My anxiety is getting way worse & having major panic attacks.