So ready to go back to school and make something of myself but I'm very nervous because I have…

So ready to go back to school and make something of myself but I'm very nervous because I have really bad anxiety when I'm in a new area and around new people. And my hubby is not such supportive of it. I want him to go back to school to and get his shit together LOL I support it all the way I have two kiddos and I just want what's best for them in the future. I don't want to be stuck in a rut on my life is just been so long since I've gone to college I graduated high school and I did some college I just ended up dropping out because I met him and I fell in love LOL everyone always says you should go to school and get your career and everything together before you have children but that didn't happen in this case I want it to be a mom and I'm blessed and I love my babies like I said I just want what's best for them. Sometimes feel like I'm a failure at a mom and I wish there was better for my babies that might sound awful to think or say but that's just how I've been feeling lately. SMH