So I'm currently living in Pennsylvania and absolutely hate it, there's nothing nearby and I don't…

So I'm currently living in Pennsylvania and absolutely hate it, there's nothing nearby and I don't drive nor have a car and I have no family out here except my boyfriend and his family. So I hate it here a lot, and I want to move back to New York but it's hard because it's so expensive so I'll have to work but won't have anyone to watch my son, I don't want to do daycare and I kinda don't want anyone else taking care of him because I just don't feel like they'll do this the way I want things to be done. I'm so torn and just really want a miracle to just happen, like getting an affordable apartment or something. 😞