When I feel like we are falling apart and I start to give up. U show me that u care and pull me…

When I feel like we are falling apart and I start to give up. U show me that u care and pull me right bak. Guess I smother u to much. He is one I won't give up on now matter how many times I say I'm done. I always for give him. Cause most of the time I blow up on something so little and it turns into a huge arguement. But I think I can say after 8-9 years of knowing each other and dating off and on. I truly do love him and can't Noone come in between that.