I'm struggling this morning y'all. Seeing these pictures of my baby boy popping up on my memories…

I'm struggling this morning y'all. Seeing these pictures of my baby boy popping up on my memories from last year reminds me that in just a few days this picture I took of my Mama, which would be the last picture of her, meeting him and holding him for the first time is going to pop up on my memories also... that reminder really hurts... she only saw him one more time after that before she left us. It hurts just as much today as it did the day I got that call... I miss her so much. I wish she could've been here to see JD graduate and Will turn 1 last month. Will is never going to get to know her and that really kills me. She was so excited to have a new grand baby.. I'm at my desk crying this morning.. life can be so unfair 😪