I never pictured myself being a single mom. I always had in my head that since I didn't have a…

I never pictured myself being a single mom. I always had in my head that since I didn't have a father in my life my child would ALWAYS have theirs. Sadly that's not how it has been. I'm not gonna say he is a deadbeat because he does help me with money, but he comes and sees his son for maybe 30 minutes about 2 times a week if that. It breaks my heart, but atleast my baby will know I'm doing the absolute best to give him the life he deserves with or without his father!