I usually don't share much of my personal life but 2years ago I was pregnant with my first princess.…

I usually don't share much of my personal life but 2years ago I was pregnant with my first princess. Nothing but complications. Found out there was no heartbeat at 4months I lost my first angel baby. Then last year I lost my father in May and twins ( boy n girl) at 6 months in July. I felt like my world was over. I was depressed from May to November. I mean deeply depressed. But in January I found out I was pregnant again. I wasn't excited, my heart was filled with nothing but doubt in myself and me carrying a baby. I fakes excited for months. Matter of fact up until last week after being released from my high risk doctor cause he felt like I didn't need to keep seeing him. So now I've finally let go of all the doubt and fears and I'm ready to meet my little man. It's our time baby boy 💙💙💙