This morning I found out my brother is most likely going to prison & I can't stop crying or bring…

My fiance is looking at 20 years.....if he doesn't kill himself first....so I understand.

@juliaschade41 I'm sorry :( That's my fear is he's going to kill himself or get himself killed being a dumbass...

@kitcatmeow8383 thank you, I know I have to stay strong for my little bean it's just so hard whenever your heart is crumbling.

@kitcatmeow8383 you're right, I just hope he uses this time for good and comes out a better man. Everything will be okay it just sucks, & I feel bad for our mom.

@debdeb1 do you know for how long he is going to be gone?

@juliaschade41 no not yet. My mom doesn't want to give me updates cause she knows how upset i get. 😩

@debdeb1 aww.....I understand. Still you should know....if you ever need to talk I'm here. Remain in touch with him.

@juliaschade41 thank you. 💕 I'm going to try to give him a call tomorrow morning.

@debdeb1 in prison you can call them? I thought they only had access to call you. Mine is still in jail so they're more strict. Still waiting on a jury trial.

@juliaschade41 he's still in the county jail right now and I'm not sure if they'll let me talk to him but I'm going to try. It may help that I'm in Cali and he's in Texas so it's not like I can just go downtown and see him.

@debdeb1 very true. Well like I said, you can talk to me anytime cuz I completely understand. I'm pregnant with a baby that he was going to adopt and now he won't be in her life really anymore. Its very hard.