I honestly never thought I could love so much in my life. I know people always told me that the love for your child is like nothing you've ever experienced and I thought before that I understood but I really didn't...I had no idea until I held my baby in my hands the amount of undying love I would have for her, love that brings me to tears thinking about it, the moment I met eyes with her changed my life forever, my heart literally sank into my chest and my eyes were opened on another level, I will always remember that moment until the end of my days. No bond could ever come between the one that I have for my first born. She is life, she is everything that I ever wished for. GOD gifted me such a prize and everyday I wake up to her I am thankful. I can't believe that I made her. I can't believe that this little gummy bear that I saw on the first ultrasound turned to such a gorgeous human. Her hands, her big ol feet. I am so proud, I take so much pride in being her mama not damn thing can bring me down. I live for her, forever and for always. Every action and every thought is for her. I wouldn't want it any other way.