Hubby brought up he wants to official start trying again! It's been 10 months since we put it on hold since I got sick and depressed and he said no more Ttc for a little while since it brought such heartbreak. I didn't even bring it up or anything! He just said "you know my love I want to start trying for our baby again" and I just said "you sure?" And he said "I really want this for us" we hugged and kissed and I went back to making dinner not making a big deal about it lol but on the inside I was screaming with delight and just pure happiness though! 😍😍💜💜
Rant
My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
So me and my fiance we agreed to wait before trying again. Well tonight he just told me that he wants me to be pregnant again!! I understand he wants a family but I'm just not ready. I'm so scared of losing another baby!! 😩😩
Damn Af i guess its a start for a better month...CD1 for me
who wants to make this group for the lucky ladies tryin to get that BFP...lets make this group fun Af due December 9