I want to be able to trust him, but he's not showing me I can. His actions speak for himself. This…

I want to be able to trust him, but he's not showing me I can. His actions speak for himself. This whole lustfulness after other women, it's getting out of hand. What I don't want to happen is I get divorced, and go thru visiting his son and daughter , and being ok with it. He doesn't understand that if I went thru that with my dad, why the fuck would I do that to my own children? But you know what. I am praying every single day for our marriage and rebuking the devil out of everything he's trying to be in!!! I refuse to let that happen!!!