I thought having my first baby in the nicu was hard, but it is so much hard this second time around... my two year old gets heartbroken when I leave her to go to the hospital to see her sister, and now I can't leave the hospital until she's discharged because she's only breast feeding and refuses to take bottles... please pray that she comes home tomorrow. The nurse says there is a good chance but sometimes this doctor likes to see them eat consistently for 48 hours..