I have to vent... All I can think about is being intimate with my husband, but we're separated... I…

I have to vent...

All I can think about is being intimate with my husband, but we're separated...

I want to be loved on and kissed by him.

Then I think about the possibility that he's been with someone else since the separation or when he started staying out all night...

We stopped having sex months ago, I can't even remember, but just thinking about having to make him put on a condom to protect myself and our baby makes me cringe. It's not worth the emotions I'll have to deal with...

Once the baby is here I'll have no time for myself or a man anymore. This is gonna be the longest time I've gone without sex since I lost my virginity. This sucks! 😭😭😭