I cope by looking at my son's smile. He's me world. What his dad does will prove to him later in life who the parent who really cared was.

He will see i was there when his dad wasnt. I tucked him in, sang to him and had seemingly endless nights next to a hospital bed with him while his dad was not there.

Push through it for him. That's what I do.

@mommylovescoraline I feel they are selfish in everything they do even the way they think. I feel my SO is just oblivious or just flat out doesn't care about what the effects of all of this is doing to me. I give and give and give love, not only because it is in my nature to be loving but because I feel if I want love I must give it first. But when I am always the one giving and he every now and then throws me a bone and basically leaves me starving......what could he possibly think will be the outcome of it all???? No, I would never cheat but I just may one day starve to death and one day he will no longer have me. I'm sorry, I just have so much pain I am feeling @mommylovescoraline

Girl I honestly think that men just don't get it. They just are not completely aware on how to show it all the time at least. That's probably why I always hear old men saying they got a divorce bc they were assholes. He just doesn't realized what he's got girl. You're gorgeous, friendly, smart, funny..wtf else could he want?!

Neither do i especially considering we are expecting a baby boy. It's sad, it mentally and emotionally drains me which leads to physically draining me. How do you cope? @wyattsmomma16

Ya hun, going through that too....i wish I had the strength to walk away completely but I don't