Mommies!

I need help and advice...

My baby daddy & I split. For 5 months I was alone while he was doing pills (we were still together at this point.)

He said and did some really hurtful stuff for five months and I hoped & prayed it would get better....it didn't.

It took us splitting up for him to realize what he had lost.

Now he is trying to better himself & is going to rehab...he wants another chance.

I'm having a very, very hard time forgiving him. He lied to my face among many other things. I can't even tell him I love him anymore..better yet convince myself to be with him again.

Am I being selfish? Am I keeping sparrow from having a daddy (he hasn't been involved really since she was born).

HELP.