What hurts most is constantly being reminded of my weight gain during my pregnancy. I weighed 135…

What hurts most is constantly being reminded of my weight gain during my pregnancy. I weighed 135 now I'm almost 190... I know it'll go down after birth but what if it doesn't? I'm 34 weeks. My face is chubby, my face broke out a lot, stretch marks are coming in. I'm honestly beyond insecure of myself at this point. Can't even afford to do anything for myself to atleast try to make myself feel pretty.

I'm sorry I'm ranting ladies... I've honestly just been bottling up everything and I think I've reached my breaking point.